It had begun as a retreat from the world, brought about by an inability to bear the conventional ingredients of reality. And a fear of the wind of the wing of madness... I sat in anticipation of a blinding vision at once revelation and destruction...
It had begun as a retreat from the world, brought about by an inability to bear the conventional ingredients of reality. And a fear of the wind of the wing of madness... I sat in anticipation of a blinding vision at once revelation and destruction…
Something materialized, from without, that soon engulfed me. The smoke and dust cleared and I found myself in what appeared to be a system of underground tunnels. However it was my belief that I contained them as much as I was contained by them. How could this be?
An eerie half light pervaded as I followed along the walls of this prison. The tunnels seemed to head nowhere but to dead ends, dark recesses and walled-up doorways, like some subterranean folly. Who had built these stone oubliettes, an obsessive construction leading nowhere but back in on itself? Artists! came the answer.
Ah, I saw it: A Sisyphean activity to give them employment... But what Overseer had provided this pointless labour for labour's sake? Alas, I was buried alive in this world of subterranean tunnels. But I did not seem to be alone! Configurations of Phenomena, Apparitions of Ideas, one felt, manifested themselves just out of sight - in the shadows or on the periphery- and could not seem to bear the morbid light, like an inspiration trying to formulate itself under the examination of the mind's eye.
Wandering through the maze of dark passageways, at once anxious and desirous of a conclusion, I sensed at last that a connection would be made, that something would become apparent. Such anticipation was not without a haunting, persistent feeling of terror. And then, I felt with a visceral fear and compulsive desire, the horrifying truth about to be revealed... but suddenly all vanished into air,?and I stayed forgotten in the oubliettes of Wolstenholme...
Definitions Oubliette - prison tunnel accessible only from a hatch in a high ceiling Sisyphus - mythological figure punished with pointless labour Curator - Overseer
The Centre of Attention, September 2007
11 Wolstenholme Square - Liverpool